Matt-Man and tjhe Big Empty

Hail and well met

Ok I spent an hour typing here in the loft only to have it eat my damn post so here it is quick and dirty.

Went to the Double Door last night to see "Statements Lost". Drove with Andrea and Amanda. Had an awesome time. Thanks Andrea and Amanda for a great trip and time. Hope to do it again soon.

Statements Lost rocked and I love their music. Props for the TMNT TV vintage theme cover. I love it.

Right now I feel like shit inside. I am alone and it is slowly killing me. I just want to end this pain sometimes and I don't mean that in a constructive way either. I cannot block, ignore or deal with it anymore. OH and as far as quitting smoking...FUCK THAT! When I get this solved maybe but until then I am a goddamn chimney. Sorry for all those that I am letting down but it is either that or other shit.

Ok that is it. I am done and this damn post had not dissapear.

May the Force be with you

Excelsior!!!