Baby it is cold outside!

Man I forgot how cold it can get in the loft. I swear it is colder in here then outside. The irony of it all is that there are two propane heaters the size of R2-D2 sitting here, just not as functional. I will have to make sure that we get those up and running SOON.

Anyway I started this blog for a ton of reasons that right now seem just a little weird. I was going to look at all the past dreams that I had and try and figure out if I wanted to pursue them or let them go.

Now I look at it and wonder what the hell I was thinking. I mean I do need to figure out what I want to pursue but I don't need to bore the hell out of anyone reading this blog with all the stuff that goes with that. I like the idea of maybe just exploring my dreams here in some other way. Like I could post stuff that I try and do to explore those dreams.

Of course it would help if I defined what those dreams are.

Wow there are a boat load of them.

Hmmm...Oh here is one. I wanted to be a scientist. Yeah not going to happen. That one is easy to toss. Why? Well it became apparent that my idea of science was drastically different then the worlds the day that I ran an experiment in chemistry class.

It revolved around changing a material from solid to liquid and back. The experiment resulted in there being less material after the experiment then before. Now it was just a very small amount but still it was less.

When I asked where it went I was told that it did not matter.

IT DID NOT MATTER!!!!!

That is so bullshit. Of course it matters!!! Anyway as things went I kept finding things like this all through the science field and decided that I might as well just make up my own rules and play role playing games. So here I am.

Yeah that one is so gone. Just one more disillusionment gone from my youth. Love science fiction but real science sucks.

Wow that took a long time to type. I will break now and hit this again tomorrow.

Excelsior!!!