Hail and well met!
…in love.
Oh yes it is true. I am in love. I have found the person that makes me feel complete and whole. Every moment with her is a moment of perfect beauty. Her eyes are spectacular; her smile is the sun on a cloudy day. Her kiss is the warm wind on the grassy field where I lay. She is sexy and luxuriant in a way that I have never known or dreamt of. Being with her is beyond anything I ever thought was possible. I know I am in love and I embrace it without question.
The craziest thing is that she loves me! Yeah I know most of you are like “Duh Matt” but I had never believed that anyone could feel that way about me. I am still in shock over it. Not wanting to be narcissistic about it I don’t dwell on it, but the fact still remains that she finds me handsome and sexy. It makes me giddy inside.
I LOVE YOU TERRI!!!!!!!!!!!!
…without doubt.
This is another milestone for this one I cannot remember a time when I was so sure of myself. My drawing is continuing to progress. The Post Office is but an interview away. Soon my troubles will be over where my bills are concerned. Heck I don’t even worry about making my games reality anymore. I know it will happen. The only thing left is spending the time needed to do it all. And time is on my side.
I want to thank everyone for all the support you have given me over the past years. Without it I would not be here to enjoy the bright future and present that I now stand in and face. I only hope that I have and can return the favor in the years to come. You have all had a profound affect on my life. I thank God for the opportunity to know all of you and become friends with you. I love you guys and there is not much that I wouldn’t do for you all.
…happy!
…content!
…complete!
And for anyone not getting the reference to “IS”. Well it has to do with a little bottle cap from a Mike’s Hard Lemonade from a couple of New Years Eve’s ago. Thanks Sara for wanting them cause without them I would not know what “IS” is all about.
Well that about concludes my post for now. Oh that job for my friends wife…well let us just say that what I thought would be only a day or two is not possibly gonna be 3 or more. Well after talking to my Dad we are going ahead with the project and he is going to make up the difference if we go over the three days. I mean I have to do the Post Office interview and after that I am going to go and see Terri for the weekend.
Oh the strangeness has continued. My father and I were talking this morning. I mentioned that I wanted to get my income tax check since I need to get the van fixed before I start really working at the post office. I don’t see how it could possibly cost more then 800 bucks…Ok so it could but right now I don’t have the luxury of caring. The 800 from my check should be enough to get the job done and the rest paid in installments. Well anyway the check has not shown up. So Dad drops the idea that he will cover it right now and when I get the check I either just hand it over to him completely or I get the difference back. I was happy and a little shocked. I mean I owe him a TON of money, and although I have made the joke about his ROI (return on investment) being in the crapper and the whole Risk VS Reward thing I do plan on paying him back every damned cent. So to have him be willing to drop even one more dollar on me is a surprise.
So tomorrow I am taking my van over to my mechanics and dropping it off with the express understanding that it has to be done by 4o’clock on Wednesday or no go. But knowing those guys they will be able to pull it off. So then I will be driving one of my Dad’s vans for the time in-between. I don’t plan on missing Vampire tomorrow but it could be difficult depending on if he needs the van back at any time for his job. We will see what happens.
Any way I am getting paid for the job and so all is good. I will see all this week on Wednesday since I am gone Thursday through Monday with the possibility that I start working Monday.
May the Force be with you
Excelsior!!!
Sunday, June 18, 2006
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3 comments:
What is up with this? I don't talk to you for six weeks and everything in your life changes?
JOE
I am so excited and happy for you.
And just a teensy bit jealous.
I say this not to throw water on your hot-coals, I say it only so you keep it in mind as the fires eventually cool to embers:
What you are feeling is called "infatuation". Yes, there may be some love mixed in there--only time will tell.
Remember that love--TRUE love--is selfless and does not think about how you feel.
TRUE love is an act of your will.
Y'shua did not have butterflies in His tummy as He died upon the cross. He was in agony. Completely sacrificing Himself for us.
The Greeks had four words for love.
What you're feeling is "eros"--romantic love or infatuation.
What only time will develop between you is "agape"--sacrificial love or TRUE love.
Oh, there'll probably be a good measure of phileo--brotherly love or friendship love--as well.
So, as the embers of romance die down and the newness wears off, don't look at it as a "dying" of your love (as so many in today's world see it)--rather take it for what it is: a maturation of your love into deep, abiding, friendship (phileo) as you develop your sacrificial love (agape).
:)
Again, not trying to be a downer--just recognize what you're feeling for what it is. (Doesn't mean you can't enjoy the hell out of it! :) )
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