The Beast

I stand at the edge of the end of my soul
Time and time before I have come so close
Now all that remains is a splinter
I will not give in
I will not give up
But what more can you want from me
I have always given what was asked
I never sought reward
But the balance should have been maintained
As I give so should I receive
Now I see that was a lie
The balance does not exist
Nothing ever equals out
As I gave so you took
As you spoke so I did
and now as I reach the end of me
You stand aside and let it be
Expecting me to go away
to fade with no fight
you are wrong
I will not go away
I will have my say
I will make you hate the day
The day you did this to me
For all you effort to make me lame
You assumed I was the same
that the emptiness you have seeded into so many
would bear the fruit of weakness and submission
but now you will see the true darkness in me
I will spew the hate and anger that have brewed
The boiling point is almost reached
the walls are ready to be breached
and when I go
I swear to you
I will take you too
Down with me you shall fall
If it takes me 100 years to destroy all you are
It seems only fair.
I will steal the screams of others despair
Spill their life with out a care
just like you I will become
Destroying everyone who has shone me love
Even as I cut my flesh I was not reveling in hating me
but realizing I do not fear the pain
and letting everyone see
These scars were a badge of honor
Proof that I am not safe
But you miss the waring signs
You did not see
And now you face the creature you have created
The beast that is me.