This Pain Without End

Why am I made to feel this pain
What have I done
How have I earned it or deserve it
My friends crowd around
They seek to help
But how can I tell them
That all it does is end up hurting me
I see them happy in a way I can never be
But seeing them reminds me
It brings the pain back up
Smacks it in my face
This hollow void that has become
Where my love should be
All I want is to share all of me
Is that a crime or atrocity
Please someone out there answer me
But the question goes without an answer
The silence growing like a cancer
Hollowing out another piece of me
And the Pain goes on