40 Titles and 40 Questions

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? Some was good, some was bad, All in all it was good though.

2) What was your favorite moment of the year? Oh God I have to pick one?! Well it would be the day that I heard from someone that had walked away.

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year? Losing hope in something special

4) Where were you when 2005 began? At the Loft. Freezing my ass off (and that is saying something)

5) Who were you with? Nicky, Sara, Todd, Chris, Miles, Ben, Amy, Nick and his wife. I think there were more but I forgot them.

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends? Not entirely sure, I plan to be at Ben's but always in motion is the future.

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? This is easy- Good Friends

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005? I don't remember wh....No wait yes I do and it is a work in progress, so yes

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006? Not yet I prefer the spur of the moment

10) Did you fall in love in 2005? Already was and kept falling

11) If so who? Not going to say here. I don't fall and tell

12) If yes, do they know? Yes, but I don't think she understands it.

14) You regret it? No I am glad she knows.

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005? You mean in a romantic way so no

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005? Yes it is my only talent

17) Who are your favorite friends? This is a stupid question. All of them!

18) What was your favorite month of 2005? Hmmm since all time is now I don't know that I can discern one from another. November Yes November

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005? Nope

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005? Four Indiana, Michigan, Missouri and no wait only three, I live in Illinois. I forget sometimes.

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? I assume that you mean did they die. No and I am lucky for it. Besides this mortal coil is only a form that we wear. We just transcend the body and become one with the Force so we are always with each other, just not in a physical sense.


22) Did you miss anybody in the past year? Hell yes!

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005? Well before today I would have said Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith, but now it has to be The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe! Aslan rules!

24) What was your favorite song from 2005? Hmmm that is a tough one. Not a big music buff and I got a lot of new stuff this year, let me think. I will have to give you a small list of my top 4

1) Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
2) Photograph - Nickelback
3) Mercy Me - Alkaline Trio
4) Wake up when September Ends - Green Day

25) What was your favorite record from 2005? Crimson - Alkaline Trio (Thanks Nicky!!!!!)

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005? Not a one. No money

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005? Uh well I didn't go to any so no

28) did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? No but I wanted too really bad

29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? No.

30) How many people did you kiss in 2005? ZERO and it sucked.

31) How many people did you sleep with in 2005? ZERO and again it sucked (And I am not referring to having sex either, just once I would like to awaken to see someone next to me)

32) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? Yes

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005? I don't know if I told any this year?

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005? I try not to but yes I did. I didn't listen and then opened my big fat mouth.

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005? Other then myself no (I hate myself so I can be a real bastard to me sometimes)

36) How much money did you spend in 2005? HA! Like I keep track. I don't need another reason to be depressed. Besides what difference does it make? It is just paper.

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005? Not giving in to hate and fear and being here for a good friend

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005? Uh don't know that I had one.

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something what would it be? Nothing, not even the bad stuff that I might want to. We are all the culmination of all the events of our lives, by changing any of them we are changed. We must be what we are now. Even in jest I would not go back and change one thing. The repercussions could be far worse then the way things are. Pain is a part of life, anyone that says different is selling something. (a hard fact to swallow)

40) What are your plans for 2006? To move out, move on and fulfill my destiny. Hopfully not alone (as in single, without a girlfriend)

Whew that was a lot harder then I thought. I tried not to hold back at all. It is hard to answer some of them and think what they mean. But I am done thinking about life. It is what it is.

Life is a journey, not a destination. MOVE ALONG!

May the Force be with you

Excelsior!!!