The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Title

I did not want to wander from my new standard of a movie title with the word "Title" in it so I picked a movie that best fit the mood of my post. If I was to title this one in the old fashion it would have been this.

Cold silence of being utterly alone

It sounds like some of my old posts, but it is not. Last night I was at the loft and left around 12:30. As I was walking to my car I was thinking of many things, some good and some bad. As I entered the street I stopped and realized that it was quiet. No not just quiet but still. The silence wrapped around me like a thick blanket, but it was still cold. In fact as I stood there the cold seemed to deepen and penetrate me to my core. I looked down the street and the light from the street lamps and passing cars seemed hollow and gave no comfort. As I stood there I knew that I was utterly alone.

From there I find myself sitting here typing. I don't know what to make of it. I don't plan on thinking much about it. It just struck me. That moment when everything seemed to focus on that one point. In some ways I look at it as a moment of perfect beauty. The surrounding all coming together and complimenting each other. The purity of the feeling. It was a perfect moment and for some strange reason I am glad to have felt it.

Just one moment. Nothing more or less. No life changing events or trends. Nothing beyond that moment.

A perfect moment.

I don't know what else to say. So I will shut up and be done with it.

Oh hey if you want some good reading on RPG theroy and design hit this sight.

http://www.indie-rpgs.com/articles/

Read the articles entitled "System does matter" and "GNS and Other Matters of Role-Playing Theroy" by Ron Edwards. They are good reading, a little heavy at times but the information is sound and thought provoking.

I am out of here for now. Plan on working out later and hoping that something is going on later.

May the Force be with you

Excelsior!!!