Harsh words from a harsh mind

Okay my last post was just a little on the abrasive side.

Hell who am I kidding, it was down right obnoxious. (good word use)

I have to learn to talk. I mean I can open my mouth and spit out crap all day long but when it comes to actually saying anything immportant......well I come up short.

I made a post about telling people what is going on and how that no problem is to big or unimmportant to talk about. I meant it, but like so many people I don't do it.

I had a perfect opprotunity tonite to talk to Mikey about what is going on in this void I call a life and what did I do? Well I sat there all day and played games. I said dick. No I don't mean that I said the word "dick", I mean I said nothing. I know that I can talk to him, he is a good friend. I know that he wants to know what is perculating in this head of mine. He truly want to help.

The problem is that I am a coward at heart. I don't want to face the facts of my situation and be responsible for doing what needs to be done. I have always played the safety game. I should have gone into insurance the way that I count the pros and cons of everything and then make a few up.

I just have to bite the bullet and do it. I meant talking, first. Then I will work my way out. Please bear with me. I promise that I will try and open up just a little bit. holds hand up with thumb and pointer finger seperated by an inch or so
Well more then a little bit. holds up both hands with several feet inbetween

Thanks for sticking with a bumbling old fool while he deals with this shit. I feel so stupid.

May the Force be with you.

Excelsior!!!!

And no I haven't finished dealing with the unamed problem yet. So...............................

READ A BOOK! ;)