It is time, it is now

The plan is set.

I will apply at Behr tomorrow. Earlier then later.

I will continue to pursue the post office job.

Some of the money from whatever job that I get will be used to fix up my van and prepare to get a newer one.

Some of the money will be saved to secure either a down payment or security deposit for what ever I end up getting down there to live in.

My efforts on the projects for Harsh Realities will be doubled.

In less then one year I will no longer be living in Park Forest or I will be dead.

This is my plan and very soon my parents will learn of it. I know that will lead to a huge confrontation. Oh well it is a long time overdue.As far as everyone else is conerned, some will applaud me and some will scorn me. To those that applaud, thanks but I don't need your validation. That kind of thing has held me back for years. For those that choose to scorn me, let me have it. Oh wait your going to wait and in dark places take my decisions and tear me apart for them. Well I know the game that you are playing and to you all I say.

GO FUCK YOURSELVES WITH A RUSTY FORK, GET A DIESEASE AND DIE SCREAMING!!!

I could print my favorite song at this moment but that will take to long. So if you have any access to a music site or maybe you are enlightened to own the song look up...

High School Dance - Mighty Mighty Bosstones

Yeah that is where I am right now.
Just don't get in my way. Cause when you grab for all the cookies some of them get broken.

And you ain't nothing to me but a bunch of crumbs!

If you don't like it then take it turn it sideways and stick it up your ass!I care for all of you, but I have to take care of myself cause not one damn person is willing to do for me what I try and do for others. So why keep it up? Cause it is the right thing to do, just not now.

I am not angry just indignent, if you don't know what it means....

READ A BOOK!

May the Force be with you all...cause you are going to need it.

EXCELSIOR!!!!