A point of no return

As I have said on my other online journal I have reached a decision point in my life.

I must choose between two paths.

One is the safe path that will lead to my eventual passing into mediocrity, but I will live.

The second path is wrought with danger and peril, and I may not survive.

It sounds far more melodramatic then it is. But the second path could destroy me.

I am searching for guidance and trying to feel the flow of everything around me.

There is no time; there is only the moment, the now.

There is no pain; there is only growth.

There is no failure; there is only experience.

There is no death; there is only the Force.

Time to choose. To piss or get off the pot.

I want all the cookies, even if some of them get broken in the process.

Nothing is impossible for me I just haven't done it yet.

Matt is going to choose. And God help everyone.

May the Force be with all of you.

Excelsior!!!